recesses of the mind


Knowing is not enough, we must apply. Willing is not enough, we must do.


newton the life coach

Every object will remain at rest or in uniform motion in a straight line unless compelled to change its state by the action of an external force.

Must maintain in uniform motion as much as possible; ideally never at rest or accelerated motion for long enough for it to become a prolonged situation. This also stops external forces from being overly compelling.


On human consciousness

Tom Stoppard: Could you relate cultural evolution and biological evolution for me? You write about cultural evolution and genetic evolution as being equal partners in the process, but culture doesn’t bypass the physics and chemistry of the brain. The brain is the station where every railway line passes through.

There’s an exchange in the play where there’s a young woman who believes X and a man who believes Y, and the man asks her why she’s afraid to make her own values instead of wanting them underwritten by a “supreme being”, and she says to him something like, “What is the difference between a supreme being and being programmed by your biology?” He replies: “Freedom. I can override the programming.” And she says: “Who can? Who is the you outside your brain? Where?” And I still do not understand how you escape that loop.

if i were to articulate the worst of it

Everything that happens to you… is merely a tale for the time being. That’s just how your life was meant to be; you knew this long ago.

Why did you expect otherwise?

One day, just one day, it may all make sense. In reality, I surrender now. Give me a step-by-step manual on how to live life properly, and I will suck it up. However mundane, unsatisfying, disappointing… I’ll take it, I promise. For all the wrong steps I’ve taken, it’d be at least a feeble reassurance to know there actually is a way out.

but illusion and reality are not so easily distinguishable

What then?

I’m not entirely sure how to live if I’m not living up to an image that I have of myself / that other people have of me.

On paradoxes ‹1›

To offer no resistance to life is to be in a state of grace, ease, and lightness. This state is then no longer dependent upon things being in a certain way, good or bad. It seems almost paradoxical, yet when your inner dependency on form is gone, the general conditions of your life, the outer forms, tend to improve greatly. Things, people, or conditions that you thought you needed for your happiness now come to you with no struggle or effort on your part, and you are free to enjoy and appreciate them – while they last. All those things, of course, will still pass away, cycles will come and go, but with dependency gone there is no fear of loss anymore. Life flows with ease.

10 feb, ’15

Thank you for showing me true kindness, patience, and faithfulness; it was my blessing to have grown up with you around.

You know we all love you so much, you will be in our hearts forever.

reality, sitting on the shoulders of our chemistry

It’s funny how the music put times in perspective
Add a soundtrack to your life and perfect it

// luv(sic.)


The more one pleases generally, the less one pleases profoundly.


everybody is moving on

Mentality is a set of keys.

but do you really know what you’re doing?

[1] never assume you understand a person’s character

[2] more importantly, never assume you understand your own character

Remember, someone can always do it better than you. I say this is all temporary, until you realise – it all pieces into something so permanent you will spend the rest of your life trying to find your way back.